++362 the one with love and liverpool

Love
is like supporting Liverpool FC.
they gave u victory and joy some times.
complete false-hopes most of the times.
and very very intense insecurities all.the.time.
period.

*thank god that crouching crouch is gone. off-target shots made u go insane :-s

**come on barca, come on! another 40mins to go. [-o<

barca score 2nd goal at 70mins. yahuuuuuuuu. terime kasseyyy.

currently listening to:barca vs manyuck @812
currently feeling:tensed
i wanna be:rich and famous~

++361 the one with friend's status..

3 are trying to move on.
1 is insecure.
2 are struggling.
1 is expecting.
4 are happy.

what the hell?

currently listening to:hoobastank - the reason
currently being paranoid
i wanna be:a supermodel

++360 terlanjur bercinta

karna sekali cinta, aku tetap cinta....

from the utube i got this info:
"Duet ini sungguh tragis. Karena dilakukan oleh 2 orang yang kabarnya bermasalah dalam rumah tangganya. Tapi, setidaknya pencipta lagu ini adalah Yoyo Prasetyo yang tak lain adalah Suami dari Rossa sendiri.
FYI, video ini disyuting pada pada malam hari yang mana pagi harinya Pasha harus menjalani sidang perceraian pertamanya di Pengadilan Agama Bogor. Sanggup juga ya, pagi ikut sidang perceraian, habis itu langsung cabut ke Kota Tua untuk syuting videoklip."



waktu bergulir lambat
merantai langkah perjalanan kita
berjuta cerita terukir dalam
menjadi sebuah dilema

mengertikah engkau
perasaanku tak terhapuskan

malam menangis
tetes embun membasahi mata hatiku
mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing
cinta yang tlah rapuh

apa yang ku genggam
tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan

aku terlanjur cinta kepadamu
dan tlah kuberikan seluruh hatiku
tapi mengapa baru kini kau pertanyakan cintaku

aku pun tak mengerti yang terjadi
apa salah dan kurang ku padamu
kini terlambat sudah untuk dipersalahkan
karna sekali cinta, aku tetap cinta

mencoba bertahan di atas puing-puing
cinta yang tlah rapuh

apa yang ku genggam
tak mudah untuk aku lepaskan

*unrelated note: thanx sayang teman kan saye 3jam di salon ngihihi:D
sunggoh legaaa rasenye dah berambut pendek!!!
currently listening to:rossa feat pasha - terlanjur bercinta
currently feeling:i mish yew already :*
i wanna be:with u

++359 the one with nicknames

this entry is for sue.

kelakar kan dulu2 zaman study, kalau tatau name, we used to rename everybody to the most significant thing that he/she can be. especially during mengumpat time.

one of my fren, kitorg panggil dia "sugus" instead of his real-name:amir hamzah.
name sedap2 amir, boleh jadi sugus. bapak ah. one day, he passed us by his kriss, then, one of us shouted "woi..sugus naik motorrr".. and the conversation was being heard by another guy yg tidak tahumenahu, so, he was like "apa? sugus naik motor? apobondokah sugus menunggang motor???bapak comelnye seketol sugus menunggang motor ek?" ah ah ah.. [ps: sugus ialah bf nana, back then]

one of my classmate ketika matrikulasi (we call it asasi-years) kitorg gelar dia "budak-kurang-ajar". bapak panjangnye name dia kalo nak mengumpat. just because he throw my lab-report after he borrowed it from me, terus lekat name "budak kurang ajar" tuh. :D. tp, hehehe, aku suke dia :">. itu cerita lama :-".. setiap kali jumpe mesti nak gaduh je, dia punya cara ckp tu, asyik mcm nak marah2 aku. tak caye tanye jjay.. geram, tapi suke. ai mmg weird. bile masing2 dah masok faculty, dah lame x jumpe/cakap dgn dia, sampai satu hari tuh, kitorg terjumpe kat rock the world II. terlepak dan borak2, lepas2 tuh asal terserempak je mesti suruh aku beli demo tape band dia. ah lemak. malas nak layan dah.
well, budak-kuang-haja ni mmg ramai org benci. ade sekali ni, kitorg ramai2 gi celebrate betdey nana kat taman bukit angkasa,pd.. kawasan rumah nana tu mmg terkenal dgn ke-horror-an jalan dia yg sempit dan parking cacamarba tuh. so, mase nak balik tuh, kitorg naik kete peachy, then, mase peachy reverse, tak perasan ade budak naik motor tgh lalu kat belakang. kitorg kat dlm sebok berseloroh pasal ape ntah. tau2, dungg, ade budak jatuh. peachy menggelabah2 kua kete, tgk-tgk yg jatuh tuh ialah ex-mek haa. aberg namenye. bawak moto besar. lalu peachy cpt2 mintak mahap dan tanye ade apepe ke..ok tak sume bagai.. dtgggg pulak budak-kurang-haja ni terus mendapatkan housematenye si aberg tuh sambil memarah2 peachy. dan sambil mengapi2kan si aberg yg rilek rilek tu. dia suh aberg mintak gantirugi drpd peachy. apekehal??? dia lak yg lelebihh..

and then, there's "alim". name sebenar tah tak ingat. :-". dia mmg alim, asal azan je, dia mesti tutup buku, dan pegi surau dan semayang. :D. bagus budak nih, mcm suke lah (kate kuh). dia senior aku. satu hari tuh, aku dan sue duduk lepak2 dihujung balkoni bilik2 tutorial tpt kitorg lepak study kalo nak xm. sambil mengumpat, sambil garu2 buntut. hehehe. si alim lalu, punye lah aku malu. hehehe. dah abis mengumpat, masok balik bilik study, ade nota menanti atas meja. aku engatkan dia nak tegur kitorg yg suke buat bising dan tak senonoh dlm tuh. rupe2nye nak berkawan :D. miahahaha. malu garu buntut tak hilang lagi. bermulalah sesi kelaka tuh. tak sampai 2 bulan kot, dia diam seribu bahasa. maleh eden nak betanyo. ade org assume dia berdiam sbb aku dah start berbaik2 dgn kawan dia, "si meonn", senior aku jugak. tataulah ape si meonn ni dah ckp psl aku kat alim. lantaklah.

and then, there is "si ganaz". ni mmg brutal. dia dulu kapel dgn mek haa. sbb dia keje dunkin donut kat midvalley, tiap2 malam kitorg tepakse makan dunkin donut, kadang2 baskin robin sbb kedai dunkin sebelah baskin robin, dan budak2 baskin robin pon suke kasi2 mamat ni lebihan2 eskrem tuh. eh, ke terbalik? tahlah. name "si ganaz" tu dpt sbb dia asal sampai dlm bilik study je, mesti hempas helmet atas meja secara ganaz. kalo ade makcik2, konfem mati sakit jantung.
geng2 diorg ni kitorg rimas sikit, kalo boleh kitorg akan duduk jarak2 dlm bilik study tuh supaya diorg tak study kat situ. :D jahat tak?

dlm geng "si ganaz", ade sorang ni suke menyeringai. asal tinjau bilik je, nampaklah muke dia tesengih2 di tepi pintu. jumpe kat lebri pon tesengih2. jumpe kat dewan kuliah pon tesengih2. jumpe kat cafe pon tesengih. pendek kate, jumpe dimanemane pon asyik tesengih je kejenye. make, kami telah menggelarkannye "si receptionist". pekerjaan receptionist ialah pekerjaan yg memerlukan kite sentiase tesenyum dan tesengih2. :D. dia ialah lelaki yeh.

another senior aku ni namenye azhar. oleh kerana tanak dia tau yg kitorg mengumpat dia, kitorg gelarkan dia "si leman" sempena nama azhar sulaiman. ah ah ah. takde idea ah tuh. takde cerita menarik tentang dia. tp, mcm penah teserempak dgn dia kat midvalley. tp, ah takpe dia tak penting.

"bukon" pula ialah singkatan kpd budak-kontrol. serious mamat ni kontrol hemsem gile babi. kitorg paling benci dia, sejak asasi sampai lah ke faculty. rasenye dia ni mcm penah meluahkan cinta terhadap eja. ahahahaha. tahlah, tah betol tah tak. mcm x engat sbb eja tu ramai peminat :-s..

name sebenar "si meonn" ialah fuad. skrg dah jadi lecturer electrical engineering kat uitm. hahaha. tah apsallah kitorg panggil dia si meonn, tp, mase dia present final year report (thesis) dia, kitorg yg naive sbb baru 1st year mase tuh gi tgk dia present. giler ah mamat nih nyer presentation, siap ade sesi bergaduh dgn dia punye pemeriksa tuh (ape deh kite panggil org yg bagi markah kite utk presentation tuh?).. pastu mcm seingat aku, ade sesi supervisor dia keluar drpd bilik presentation sbb dah bengang dgn pemeriksa tuh :-s...

lagi sorang senior ni, namenye syed, kitorg sesukehati bagi name dia "si ayob". lagi lariii gile drpd name sebenar. pon tatau apsal jadi ayob :D. tp dia ni agak hemsem jugak ah.. rambut kembang alala retro, tp, mcm khayal2.. pastu dtg bilik study bukannye study, dok susun kusi patu tido.. mementang lah ade air-cond (same reason nape kitorg suke dtg study situ time nak xm).. zzzzzzzz.... pastu dgr cite skrg dah kawen dgn senior kitorg kakleeny.

"si ranting" is for black. ini eja yg kasi name. tatau apsal ranting, tp, mcm bangang jeeeeee..
dia ni satu2nye classmate lelaki yg kire rapat gak ah dgn aku and the geng. especially time nak xm la, sbb diorg satu geng ni bijak2, kitorg sokmo mintak tlg ajar. :-s. pastu mcm welll, dia je lah yg contact aku lepas abis study. kire ok la, bleh masok ah wlopon agak poyo kadang2. suatu hari aku ditangkap ber-sms dgn dia, uhukuhuk, dapat pulak, dia sms aku psl rindu2. bangang botol budak ni, aku tau dia main2 je, sbb aku melayan je main2 dia ni. tp kau silappp jek. kau silap timing sbb yg menangkap ialah atuk-yg-bengis. dan-dan tuh jugak "aku dipakse kau terpakse" membawe mereka berdua bersua muka. bergaduh "man-to-man" lah kirenye, secara menggunakan pam tayar basikal. tau je lah si atuk yg bengis tuh.. cehhh. the rest is history. hehe.

"si pokok" pula is for firdaus. da-us ni bf oa :)).. ahahaha.. bapak antagonis giler diorg berdua ni. si pokok tuh alim nak mampos, dahi hitam, surau doplohpatjam, jalan sopan santun konfem taknampak tuttt.. :D. manakale si oa pulak saitonnurrojim, ke surau boleh bilang dgn jari, jalan tekangkang2 ahahah, suke melepak di dewan makan dgn lelaki2 miang.. ahaha slambe kutok oa. :D. tah sape yg start menggosip mereka ntah, tp, oa suke jumpe da-us senyap2 wey, jgn main2 yeh.. jumpe bukan sbb ape, diorg dulu study kat asasi max1ssegar? (tah ape tah name asasi si oa ni), tu psl diorg rapat.

dulu sue kene gossip dgn kempek. ahahahahaha. sajeje aku tambah part yg ni kasi sue panazzz.. si kempek ni mmg name glemer dia since skolah ialah kempek, kalo nak tau history dia kene tanye diri dia sendiri kot. name betol elok elok fadhli, jadi kempek apasal?

skrg ialah tertanya2, agak2nya ape budak2 lelaki tuh sume gelarkan kite ek.
geng2 "si ganaz" tuh gelarkan aku "minah strawberry", itu pon sbb mek haa kapel dgn si ganaz baru bleh tau, kalo tak, mesti tatau. dan ade senior2 kat 2nd college gelarkan aku "si koya" sbb aku mcm blur blur. hnm. si macam macam.

*ralat: oa asasi inspens, bukan max1ssegar :D

currently listening to:the fay - u found me
currently feeling:merindui kakasih hati yg ade xm ari sabtu ahhhh T_T
cptlah hari sabtuh!!!

++358 the one who makan untuk tidur

bukan sahaja dibenci keluarga, my bf juwa benci ku juwer sekarang.
(bf apakah yg marah2 gf yg menalipon pade tengah2 malam bute??? Not like dia dah tido pon. orang.. kalo dah benci kat kite tu.. ckp lahhh moerrkhhh>:P)
TEKAANANNN nyaaaaaaa..

"u know the happiest day in my life, i swear the happiest day in my life..
is the day that i die.." -good charlotte, the day that i die-

sekarang ialah rasa nak makan laksa siam depan tesco mutiara. urgh, sebut nya sahaja sudah bisa buat aku terliur2. its not like typical laksa di malaysia, ia berkuah lemak dan berkandung udang sotong dan ketam. urgh, tidak sabar mahu balik dan beli 3 bungkus, dan tidur selepas makan. tidur sejurus selepas makan is the new ecstasy!
tidak payah pening2 kepala melelapkan mata. dan memikirkan byk masalah negara.
that's among a few reason mengapa aku selalu menolak ajakan elle utk berlibur di hatrok. asyik2 aku pentingkan tidur aku. i wonder how she survived without sleeping.
(walaupon tidak ade cover charge kalo pegi dgn elle, hebbat bukan? elle skrg ialah rokstaa :p. dia dan the band ialah berkawan kaw-kaw. saye ialah chenta drummer the zoo :-x)

mengidam ayam penyet waroeng penyet juwer lah. aiaiaiaiaia..

lambat lagi ke lunch time? nak makan nasik kukus. pumpumpumpum.

currently listening to:good charlotte - the day that i die
currently feeling:tertekan
i wanna be a superwoman! hehehe

++357 the one with you found me

its amazing how many people mis-interpreting many lyrics.
i was searching&discussing with atuk the meaning of "First and Amistad" from the fray-you found me lyrics and little did i know, i might be mis-interpreting the whole lyrics too.

from the 1st para:
I found God, On the corner of First and Amistad, where the west, Was all but won
All alone, Smoking his last cigarette, I said, "Where you been?", He said, "Ask anything"
its funny how a man react to the writer's statement of "smoking his cigarettes". wtf?
ade org interpret that the statement is referring to the writer himself.
ade org interpret that the statement doesnt really meant god is smoking, but describing how god rilek2 tak buat apepe.

read some people's comment here:
http://www.musicloversgroup.com/the-fray-you-found-me-video-and-lyrics/
it's kinda funny tho. at 1 point, people are arguing about what religion is this song for. baik ko gi bace.

i like this one here..
Barbie. Says:
December 30th, 2008 at 4:13 pm
It's about hopelessness in general, not just in terms of religion. He uses God simply because its a recognizable entity. In essence he's referring to disappointment caused by a person whom he depended on for support. It's about being disillusioned; this seemingly incredible being is a regular Joe Schmoe. It touches on the concept of misleading appearances, as well as deceit. It's really a beautifully written piece. Definitely one of their best...
and this one too..
Mbanandi Says:
January 9th, 2009 at 8:50 pm
This is a poetic song and if you listen to it three or four time you will get the drift.
Read the lyrics and watch the video...
Ever watched the movie city of angels?
The writer of the song is on about a man meeting God, this is the dude smoking in the song. The dude is so frustrated he pours out his frustration when he finds God….The writer goes on to talk to God about all the mad stuff going on around him or in the world.
Hence in the end he repents and accepts he finally found what he was looking for - God!
God is telling this dude , I was always here… the questions is Where were you?
Brialliantly crafted song... 5 stars

read writer's comment about the lyrics here:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/You_Found_Me
In an interview, Isaac Slade expressed his meaning behind the lyrics of the song:
"You Found Me" It's about the disappointment, the heart ache, the let down that comes with life. Sometimes you’re let down, sometimes you’re the one who lets someone else down. It gets hard to know who you can trust, who you can count on. This song came out of a tough time, and I’m still right in the thick of it. There’s some difficult circumstances my family and friends have been going through over the past year or so and can be overwhelming. It wears on me. It demands so much of my faith to keep believing, keep hoping in the unseen. Sometimes the tunnel has a light at the end, but usually they just look black as night. This song is about that feeling, and the hope that I still have, buried deep in my chest.
Additionally, in another recent interview Isaac Slade declared that:
"I kept getting these phone calls from home - tragedy after tragedy... If there is some kind of person in charge of this planet - are they sleeping? Smoking? Where are they? I just imagined running into God standing on a street corner like Bruce Springsteen, smoking a cigarette, and I'd have it out with him."
Furthermore, in a Reuters article about the new album, Slade says that the lyrics for "You Found Me" were written two and a half years ago, and that the song asks about the problem of evil, why bad things happen to good people, after some of their friends and family went through very tough times.

for me, after all, its all about what u believe and what u didnot.
dont get too carried away with the whole lyrics issue and sit down and relax and enjoy the song simply. interpret it all u want, but dont be over-interpretting.

official video:

live version:


i couldnt sleep, and so, i dig deeper. and found that the song original title was "amistad" and was even created since 2007. the lyrics had been changed since then.
this was among the first rendetion of the song:

and this too http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FgfbupkkrRs

and while we were still new to the song, people had blogged about it since january2008.
this one is an interesting one: http://defininggrace.wordpress.com/2008/01/26/amistad-by-the-fray-lyrics/

latest lyrics:
I found God
On the corner of First and Amistad
Where the west
Was all but won
All alone
Smoking his last cigarette
I said, "Where you been?"
He said, "Ask anything".

Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Were spent by the telephone
It never rang
And all I needed was a call
It never came
To the corner of First and Amistad

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

In the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing her
The only one who's ever known
Who I am
Who I'm not, who I wanna be
No way to know
How long she will be next to me
[ The Fray Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

Early morning
The city breaks
I've been callin'
For years and years and years and years
And you never left me no messages
Ya never send me no letters
You got some kinda nerve
Taking all my world

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Where were you? Where were you?
Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me
Why'd you have to wait?
To find me, to find me
currently listening to:the fray - you found me
currently feeling:tidak mengantuk! damn gunadamn!
i wanna go to sleep lah.

++356 the one who read my mind

ahoiiii~
mengapakah pekerjaan drummer ialah pekerjaan yg sungguh kakkoi oii.
drummer who can sing tak osah cakaplah. ultimate turn on.
huwah. accept for rubik's army's, i only love their singer (/sumtimes guitarist)
:-s, yg lain2, semua drummer super i like super kakkoi!

dgn itu, marilah melayan lagu lame inih. nyam nyam.
(oklah, drummer the killers tak hemsem :|, antagonising fakta2 di perenggan pertama di atas. tp, penyanyi dia hemsem mcm cibai kan.)

the killers - read my mind
On the corner of main street
Just tryin' to keep it in line.
You say you wanna move on and
You say I'm falling behind.

Can you read my mind? 2x

I never really gave up on
Breakin' out of this two-star town.
I got the green light,
I got a little fight.
I'm gonna turn this thing around.

Can you read my mind? 2x

The good old days, the honest man;
The restless heart, the Promised Land,
A subtle kiss that no one sees;
A broken wrist and a big trapeze.

Oh well I don't mind, if you don't mind.
'Cause I don't shine if you don't shine
Before you go, can you read my mind?

It’s funny how you just break down,
Waitin' on some sign
I pull up to the front of your driveway
With magic soakin' my spine.

Can you read my mind? 2x

The teenage queen, the loaded gun;
The drop dead dream, the Chosen One,
A southern drawl, a world unseen;
A city wall and a trampoline.

Oh well I don't mind, if you don't mind
'Cause I don't shine if you don't shine
Before you jump,
tell me what you find
when you read my mind.

Slippin’ in my faith until I fall.
You never returned that call.
Woman, open the door, don't let it sting
I wanna breathe that fire again.

She said I don't mind, if you don't mind
'Cause I don't shine if you don't shine.

Put your back on me 3x

The stars are blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun.
Can you read my mind?

currently listening to:the killers - read my mind
currently feeling:high~
i wanna be:rokstaaa

++355 the one with MU die hard fan

APAKAH MASALAH KAMU???
sudah berapa kalikah ku katakan aku bukan die hard fan liverpool. duhhhh. sukeeee nak tgk aku menyirap kan MU fannatika nih.
(sorry to elle, kite memule ingatkan tu yuh, so, kite layan main main)

an sms conversation after MU won the BPL..

NTAH SAPE: Pasukan hebat mestilah juara.. MU forever..
aKU: Siapa ni?
NTAH SAPE: Your friend lah cik hasifa.. Liverpool no 2 pun dah kira ok lah tu..he3
aKU: cehhh x berani angkat lah tuh =p ni mesti elly nih..chicken lah man u fan ni..:-"
NTAH SAPE: MU dah mng 3 tahun turut2 epl.. Kesian kat liverpl, beli ramai player tp x mng2 gak..he3
NTAH SAPE: nxt season bg chance lah kat liverpl.. MU xnak dah epl..
NTAH SAPE: Kem slm kat elly..he3
aKU: Bagi can atau dah start takot..biasalah tuh MU poyo mcm penyokong2 nya disini :-"..liverpool cool2 jak..
NTAH SAPE: kesian kat liverpool fan.. Angan2 tinggi tp jd mcm mat jenin.. Ahaks2..
aKU: jadi matjenin ndak pa pa tuh...jgn jadi poyo jak...:-L
NTAH SAPE: he3..lawaklah.. Kita kan kwn! Jgnlah naik angin..MU dh jd champ, liverpool dh jd hampeh.. Kita lyn AF je lah
aKU: zzzzzzzzzzzz

*slanga sabah sikit2 sbb tgh duk beborak dgn kakuj3n semasa menerima SMS.
**makin menyampah kat MU fans. no offence yeh elle. :D
currently listening to: the fray - u found me
currently feeling: sedihhhhhhhhhhh :((
i'm wishing on a fallen star~

++354 the one who merajuk

memintaaaa... pada yg adaaaaa...
merajuk dan bermanja.. pada yg kasehhhhh...
kau bagikuu owhhh... satuuu harapannn..

this is the 3rd post of the day.
nampaknya blog ini semaken sampah dan tiada pengunjungnya.
never the mind.

bagaimanakah caranya jike anda merajuk dgn parents anda dan nak berbaik semula dgn mereka ya? tapi, at the same time nak jugak berharap yg parents anda sedar kesilapannya.
ah, mesti semua org nak ckp yg semua kesalahan ialah kesalahan anak sematamata.
semua kes anak derhaka ialah semua salah anak anak. mmg betul lah tuh.

saye sudahi dgn entry yg tergantung kerana takot disumpah menjadi si tanggang.

++353 the one with AF7

image source: here

why didnt they reset the sms-undi counter after each concert ek?
i found it not fair lah.
yea true, i vote (didlm hati sejjaa) for ARIL. :-" tu du du du.
Hafiz was a good entertainer/singer, "was" because his performance was good at the beginning of the season only. then he became monotoneous. bo to the ring.
i was expecting aril or atleast akim to win, but then who can beat the high percentage of hafiz kan. same old complain towards the MAWI case lasttime.

once again, why didnt they reset the carta undian after each concert?
like american idol did. or british got talent did.

currently listening to:the fray - u found me
currently feeling::-s
i wanna be:a supermodel

++352 the one with ipod shuffle

T_T
kakcyn gave me a pink ipod shuffle to replace my missing blue ipod shuffle tuh. T_T.
felt bersalah T_T. dia kasi yg blue, dia jugak yg ganti yg baru.
haizzzzzz...

and k uj3n was staying at my house from thursday till this morning.
semasa sesi mengemas2 bilik stor to find out some stuff for her to bring back to sabah, i found back my blue shuffle. T_T aiaiaiaiaiaia.
sekarang ialah takottt! T_T.
sudah pasti dimarah naga bersiong. matilah sayah.

currently listening to: the fray - you found me
currently feeling:ketakottan
duduk diam diam

++351 the one with genting highland

semalam lepas melepak-lepak @makteh, neocyber, dan, dah siap2 nak balik muti4ra d4mansara dah, tibe2, budak2 ni ajak naik genting.
kan aku dah ckp, diorg ni mmg gile.
off to genting highland at 1.a.m.!!
lepak, minom hot choc, amek2 gamba, main poker tak engat dunia, sedar2 dah 7pagi. po po po poker poker poker face.
keadaan ialah kabus, kabus ribut, sejuk menggigil2 sampai tulang geraham kecil. donnie kurus kering terpakse pakai sweater baby (baby ialah perempuan), maka donnie pakai sweater perempuan. sunggoh suwit wajahnya :))
kami juge ade amek gamba bukak sweater konon macho.
donnie dan najib lagi lah, amek gamba bukak baju. sejuk sampai tulang ayam dalam perot kot.
dan ohhh, boleh tak, terserempak dgn oag&zul kat genting tu??? byk2 tpt kat kl, kite jumpe kat genting yoh!
kol 10 pagi sampai rumah dan tido sampai petang. bangun2 lapar mcm nak makan peti sejuk.

selamat melihat gambar bergaya.
(yg blom upload pon lagi :D teeheee)

currently listening to:duran duran come undone
currently feeling:menggantokkkkk
i wanna go back and sleep with u. 8-x.

++350 the one with ucb

*an attempt to promote own blouse. konon2 mcm aksi nak jual baju secara online la konon. buwahahahahha takblehblah.

for those who loves united color of benetton, go on, UCB + Sisley warehouse sale is happening till this weekend at TTDI, bgn siti hasmah.

currently listening to:mxpx - do your feet hurt?
currently feeling:cptlah kol 6pm!
i wanna be:a supermodel~

++349 the one with warehouse sale again

well i guess only zara warehouse sale gave me justice so far.
hailed to retail therapy!~

back to the warehouse sale. i was there 2 times.
the 1st time, was on thursday evening right after work. alone. people were queueing i dunno since when, i was at the end of the line, then people still come and queue behind me. (and terjumpalah kan dgn owwe dan bj dan hannah yg sgt sweetttttt)
and when i was in, omg, pening kepalak, ramai giler org and the stuffs was bersepah sepah caca marba. (walaupon sedemikian, i've got myself some bajus and sluars tho). and, i didnot screen the whole department sbb perot adalah lapar, kepala adalah pening.
so, i went back there with atuk on saturday morning. i expected crowd, so, we were queueing since 10am or something, while the shop open at 11am. heheh saiko kan.
padahal tak ramai sgt ponnnnn that morning. damnit, we should save our sleep time duh.
so, about an hour waiting for the door to open, we were q-ing di depan sepasang teruna dan dara (yg i guess hanya kawan by the way they talk to each other).
sambil2 makan roti yg ku bawe sebagai bekal, i cant help eves-dropping them.

"yada yada yada.. u know last time.. yada yada yada.. kastam clearance sale.. yada yada yada, we were queuing from 8am u know...."

and there, i squeezed my hand for holding myself from interrupting them and menyebok and tanye "kat mane dowhhhhhhhh ade kastam clearance sale tuh??? how to go? when? how did u know?"

apparently atuk was on his ipod.
damn, tensyen sorang sorang.

have u ever eves-dropping and have the urge to menyebok and became busybody?

currently listening to:mad - ne yo
currently feeling:tidak sabar weekend!
i wanna be:a supermodel

++348 the new dirty little secret

and this is a new found dirty little secret from the net:

"Dear Love,
I avoid walking into T-shop especially when i'm with you
to avoid feeling hurt and aching
of remembering that tiny little pouch u once carried everywhere
that you secretly bought with her in that T-shop, the day after i was hit in an accident when picking you up at the airport.
the scars in my heart coincidentally still remains exactly like the scars on my hands from the accident"

oh, life is so cruel.

NO, THIS IS NOT MY OWN DIRTY LITTLE SECRET! =p

++347 the one with the secret/s

i've been re-reading the postsecret's secrets these days and i found this:

source:postsecret.blogspot.com

and..
and these are all the secrets in the "dirty little secret"s video:
I want to go blind so I don't have to see them together
I'm a virgin
I waste office supplies because I hate my boss
I haven't spoken to my dad in 10 years and it kills me everyday
Everything that I told her was a complete & total lie
When I eat, I feel like a failure
I had gay sex at church camp. 3 times.
I pee in the sink.
I am a peaceful person who happens to be filled with violent rage.
She cheated.
I make fun of fat people, but my mom is huge.
I wish I was the other twin.
I hate feeling alone
I'm only dating her to get to her sister!
I'm afraid to take the next step...
I miss feeling close to God.
I hate people who remind me of myself.
I fear I have an undiagnosed mental illness.
3 years ago, I tried to kill myself... Now I'm 18 and people say I'm happy... But I still want to die.
I'm afraid that no one will ever love me...as much as my dog "CHARLIE" does
Sometimes I think my fiance isn't the one
Sometimes I fake empathy to get people to like me
I'm afraid of naked women
I leave poetry in library books.
I love you so much but can't tell you!!!
I feel ugly because I'm half-black, half-white
I cheated on my SAT and I got a scholarship
I thought I was in love with him...
I take more than the suggested dose...
I only love 2 of my children
I'm in love with my best friend!!!!!
I'm afraid to answer the telephone
People think I've stopped lying ... but I've just gotten better at it
I know it really stinks, but I like the smell of my own poop.
My family is rich but I shoplift everyday!
I have more body hair than any woman should

now, i wish i can screenshotted all the secrets here. letsee how much time i have.

currently listening to:bob marley - no woman no cry
currently feeling:ntahlah
i wanna be:a supermodel~